wow.. nearly a month since i blogged here! ahha.. have been q bz lately too.. can't wait till end of nxt week, clearing leave.. N june is coming!!! ORD loh! haha... have been waiting 4 this day for ages.. really blessed to be posted to my current unit too.. compared to others, i find myself v lucky ald.. can stay out.. gd working environment.. FREE internet.. haha.. my dar having her exams nw.. realli hope she does well. realli miss her. then after next week, can njoy n spend quality time with her ald..

Still waiting 4 letter frm ntu, to see if have been accepted, but i'm losing hope n my dar has informed me that ppl who do not recieve their acceptance letters by this week most likey gone case.. i agree. i don expect myself to enter too, but i was jus hoping n trying. N seeing many of my frens, my dar's bro, my camp mate, all getting their place in local uni really upsets me smtimes, i feel 'different'. not capable n smart enough 4 s'pore standards. But i have since looked on the brighter side of things, n realised that life IS unfair, n that i must still continue to trust in God n his plan for me. I may not be smart, but at least i tell myself that i have the determination n perseverence to carry on n learn frm my mistakes. failure is not the end. It is nvr fatal, n success is nvr final. LIFE IS A JOURNEY> STAY DRIVEN. this is my mssg to every1. nvr give up hope n just give yr best in everything that u do. eventually u CAN n WILL make it.