Friday, June 11, 2004

ORD oh! wow.. really. so fast.. 2.5 yrs jus whizzed past like this. hope my uni life will be jus as if not faster. ahha.. reply came, as xpected, cannot get into NTU again, sigh. gd n bad news.. this means i will really b leaving for aust on 2nd july. yes u heard rite folks, those who knw me n happen to chance on this blog. n i will return in dec. really gonna miss home, family, my frens n most imptly, my dear. but it's for the best i suppose. I'll just have to trust God for what he has planned 4 me. i believe his ways r always the best for me, n things r not always as they seem. bad times will come, but they will pass, n the gd times will always arrive. it's how we look at life. i have begun to accept failures time n time again in my life.. but it dosen mean i'm a failure, cos i Keep Going. i urge all my frens to do the same. i knw sm of my frens n even my own family, sis, n my dear r facing lots of pressure n difficulties in their lives, well, life ain't easy. jus gotta move on n pray for the best. y do i always write so much stuff? hha.. prob coz i'm bored..

Friday, June 04, 2004

wahahaahh!!! ORD loh! i can't believe it! onli 5 days left of my stupid NS life! it's all finally gonna b over!! but come to think of it, it was a pretty enriching experience.. tough yes, but it really instills discipline n responsibility among guys.. but i sure wouldn't want to go thru it again if i was given a chance to! haha..hee..

in camp nw.. bored, stupid unit eating up my leave.. nvm. Sigh, less than a month left b4 i fly off to aust.. gonna miss my dear so much.. stupid ntu still haven given me any reply yet! in a dilemma.. i die either ways, go aust, i not happy, waste $, miss homw, family, my dear.. stay in s'pore, parents will kill me.. cos i DID NOT TELL THEM!!! die.. shi3 lu4 yi1 tiao2.. haha. anyway have been spending time with my dear, but not as much as i expected... cos of her 'family'.. i understand that she needs to spend time with her family n other frens too.. She has been spending lots of time with family, but not with her frens though.. hmm..

well, signing of nw. tried.. gotta wake early.. God bless everyone i knw.. n good luck to all my frens who r ald in uni, going to uni or embarking on a new phase of their lives.. :-)