sigh, miss my dear so much.. she's so bz lately n has ear infection n headaches.. really worry abt this girl.. nvr take gd care of herself.. especially health.

Been reading in papers lately abt parents not wanting to have children.. they feel the environment in s'pore is jus not right to bring up a child who will be brought up academically, but not in other aspects.. sigh. i truly agree.. y let a child suffer in a country where stress levels r so high? i must commend s'pore for doing a gd job though, it has brought up ppl who r well trained and competitive in this fast-paced world of ours.. but smtimes i feel sm ppl just can't take it.. mayb that's y so many ppl commit suicide here.. s'pore just dosen't give it's ppl a chance smtimes.. it only gives chances to those who are scholars, those who can excel, those who knw everything (almost).. then ppl will want to learn anything n everything.. cos this is what it takes to surpass others n succeed n excel in our country.. then ppl will neglect their health, family, relation/friendship, smtimes even religion i think! this is highly unacceptable! i smtimes wonder if my dear is a victim this...? sigh.. i hope not..

That's y i must really thank cjc for letting me in.. i'm not smart, n many ppl thought i couldn't make it, but i proved them wrong. even though i can't get into local uni, i'm still proud of my achievements. cjc gave me that chance to experience jc life.. thank u sml. haha.. Also, i recently found out that s'pore dosen't have enough university places for all it's local students.. yet it wants to let more 'foreign talent' in.. y can't they give non-performers a chance?? sm ppl r late developers n they r not stupid. It's just that they r not given a chance to prove themselves.. so when s'poreans go overseas to study, of course sm of them might want to stay there.. y come back? life is so much better there.. then s'pore will start to rate them as 'stayers' or 'quitters'. how unprofessional. that said, humans r rather selfish, we onli want the best 4 ourselves.